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My LIfe..Now!

As salam..hye..jmpa lg kta kn..ermm..hri ni sy mo ceta sal sy la..sy rsa len la kgkwn suma..sy pn nda tau..ya mmg ad yg blum fhm sy..ad yg blum tau prngai sy..ntahla..sampai bla..tu sy lbih ska bla sma2 gan kgkwn..dn apabila d asrma..siok sgt byk org fhm sy..ntahla eh..dorg tu fhm2 la sy ni camna..sy ceta ni sal famili sy skrg..bkn yg kndung la..ya mmg la kta prlu dtgur.tp bnda tu mmg sy nda ska kna tgur..ya tdi sy thn ja..sy kn tgh bljr sal thn tjuran..trima tguran org..tp klu bnda tu mmg sy sdh ckp biarla..ok jgnla tgur lg..that mean..sy tau la sy bleh cba jgn ckp lg tp aiya nda pndai jgak fhm ntahla eh..gram sy tau..sdhla sy ni cpt mrh..tp dorg wat sy cpt mrh..sy nda tau bla sy d rmh sy msti cpt mrh..sbnrnya sy bknla jnis yg cpt sgt mo mrh tp sdh dorg wat gini..aiyaa..bkin pnazz jgak..

Ya ..sy tau la sy salah tp cba skali la bh jgn la gtau byk kali..sy ni bkn plupa klu bnda2 gini..kcualila bnda cam telekung ka..buku ka ,,tgl mna2 tu mmg la sy cpt lpa..ni yg mmg sntesa mlakat lam kpla..sap tu la sy ska jln..@sy slalu ja bkurung lam blik..sy mlms mo bgduh..ap2 la...mlaz!!!..kn sy lam proses mo brbh...tp dorg sdikit pn nda fhm n nda bg ma gan sy..bkin aiyaa...sdhla..mlazz plak..sy rsa cam mo stay ja d rmh famili sy yg kndung..mggu dpn..sap sy mo rpat2 gan dorg..adk2 sy pn cam blum besa gan sy..aduii ntahla eh..mlazz sy mo fkir..bkelimumur krang..sdhla byk aduii...

Bek sy bkurung ja lam blik..klu mo kuar tgk tv..bek ndapayh bckp..ndapayh la 'eleee'..ktawa ka..pastu msuk dlm..ni bg mgelakkn sy mlawan ckp mama sy,,sy mlaz lg bh..aduii dorg ja nda pndaio fhm sy cmna..sy tau sy ni ...........tp dorg krna la fkir sy..fkir sy ni cmna..ckp fhm fhm sy tp ntahla...mlazz sy..bad udh sy..tp senang ja hlang tu..sy kn cpat hlang mrh..naa..hlang udh mrh sy..kn snang ja..sy syg bh gan dorg suma tp prlu la fhm gan sy bh...aduiii...sy mo tmpukn prhatian pd pljaran ni..mo fokus...naa skrg sy dgr lgu mistletoe..JB pnya lgu..tnang skit sy..aduiii...Ya Allah...Allah...Allah...

Bh sdhla...daaa...wasalam...jmpa lg..krang klai klu ad topik mo d ckp heee...daaa..

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